Still has not figured out why cowboys like me... I'm anything but a cowgirl...

Converting to Blogger!

FYI I'll be posting here instead of MySpace from now on.

MySpace isn't really a place for friends anymore. Just a place for creepers who like to harass young ladies like myself...

Oh joy, Drama at 3a.m!

Blech... I'm so sick of these bitch ass men. They act like the care, then they turn on you and try to make you look like a bitch. Now take a look at this bullshit...

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I don't ever try to look like the victim. I have my own life. I make my own money and I deal with my own problems. Never once do I say "Oh look at poor pitiful me, feel sorry for poor me..." The last thing I want is someone feeling sorry for me. He made the gesture to see if something was wrong and so he gets pissed at me because he asked about my condition. Never even did I once mention why I was upset. Really, I'm confused, or this boy is just fucking bi-polar. 

My family just harassed me at 2am. Calling me a liar and accusing me of stealing some important documents which I have absolutely no use for and then I have to deal with this bullshit. If you're going to act like a little sissy bitch don't ask how I am. Leave me to my self. 

Wait, maybe he's treating me like this because I didn't give sympathy for his sob story about his ex-wife, blah, blah, blah. How he cheated on him with 1700 (not really) other guys and lied to him. You're telling me to grow up, really??? People lie, people cheat. It's 2010 around 80% of people in marriages commit adultery at least once. I don't drone on about my failed relationships. I was stupid enough to date the asshole, why should I expect other people to sympathize for my ignorance. Likewise, nor do I want people to sympathize for my household issues. 

The part which puzzles me most is that he mentions I should move to Kansas City so that I would be close to him. Right, like I want to be around his sorry ass attitude. "If there's a will there's a way" like he says then he needs to make his own life better and improve his attitude. Stop harassing innocent bystanders at 3am. Oh did it make your little sailboat sail faster to say such harsh things? Did it inflate your little ego so you can have sweet dreams of being a big man. 

I don't know why the hell someone so meaningless to me would piss me off this severely. Probably the fact that I've had to deal with so much bullshit tonight and this pulled the last straw. 

For just a little bit I was thinking that maybe I do want to build a relationship with someone again. Maybe try my hand at having a boyfriend. How quickly my mind changed again. First Ian shit talking me on his profile, now this ordeal. Screw men. Use them then lose them. 

Money over fucking bitches $$$$$