Don't go telling me what a gentleman you are and try to make me believe that you're unlike all the rest. You invite me over and promise "to be a gentleman one-hundred percent." Ya, you're some fucking gentleman. Quit portraying this facade that you're truly a nice guy who wants to invest effort into a relationship. Everyone I've ever talked to has said "Oh he's such a nice guy..." They're about to find out the truth.
How dare you threaten me "You better keep your big mouth closed..." If you're so damn worried about your job why don't you learn to fucking respect the people with whom you work. You're just like all the rest out there, trying to find out how many girls you can lure. Are you back there taking notes, watching them seduce woman after woman. Oh I'm sure it makes you feel like such a big man... Damn right I'll run my big mouth. I'm tired of sitting in the corner while these scandalous bitches screw me over.
And to think that I was actually going to give you a chance. To actually slow down my life and commit to someone wholeheartedly. Fuck that. I feel like a damn fool now for sitting here moping, contemplating ways to make things "work." Wondering when I would be able to see you again. Blech, it makes me sick to just think about it. Fucking disgusting it was to see myself soften up to someone who in turn made my ice cold heart become a lump of coal. At least with Steven I knew what it was all about. He didn't play the card that he wanted to be with someone. He's hot and he knows it and he uses it to his advantage. You, you're nothing. You're unattractive and pathetic. Thirty fucking years old and still trying to live like a 20 year old. Don't you think it's time to grow up...
Sorry to say, but I have people that care about me and respect me. People who aren't going to watch you lead me along while you're trying to get in another girls' pants. Sadly, it was your best friend who told me. Irony, isn't it...
I thought about it, I was going to make a little visit to Human Resources to make a complaint... Maybe even stop by your bosses office to put my word in but I decided I have better things to do. I don't like the spotlight to be on me anyway. Karma has a way of falling back on people, and you're going to have some hell to pay. I can guarantee that for sure, especially when you fuck with me...
