Pour Mon Panda Précieux

When I thought there was no hope left for me, when I thought love would never be, there you were standing right in front of me. You were all I ever wanted and all I ever dreamed. You are the heart and soul I truly need.

You made me feel things that I thought weren't even real. All this time longing for someone to love, and you're finally here. Someone to hold, someone to love, someone to cherish, someone to call my own.

The good morning messages when I wake up, the inside jokes that we share, all the loving words you use to comfort me when I'm down, these are the things that mean the most. Seeing your smile when I walk in the door. Knowing that my presence alone brings you joy is enough for me. I love you with every inch of my being.

When I hold you, I never want to let go. The butterflies I still feel, the way our hands fit together like a puzzle piece, the joy that fills my heart when you are here, I cannot deny that we are meant to be. You are exactly what I want and everything I need.


I remember that day so crystal clear
When you looked me in the eyes
and asked me to be yours.
Let's make this more than just a moment in time
Let's make this forever...
Let's make this our reality.


Je t'aime mon panda précieux <3

Solitude.

To miss someone...
You feel as if a part of you is gone.
Like someone removed a limb in most vicious fashion.

To drink away my sadness, I couldn't bear the fact
that you are not near to comfort the tears.
Why would I want to mask an emotion,
an internal feeling so true.

I continue to watch the hours pass
and dwell upon my fears.
I cannot think for myself
let alone can I feel.

What have I gotten into,
this blurry whirling haze.
The defeat to have control
of everything I've made.

There is no song sad enough
no tear large enough
to portray the mess
I've now become

Why is love so hard
why is loss so long
When all I need is
your arms to hold me now.

I'll count the seconds
I'll count the days
I'll count every breath
until you're right here.

Return to me soon my love
This vacancy in my heart is all too real.