than to relish in the moments of happiness?
Are we only victims of our own pain,
cursors of our own joy?
I recently told an acquaintance of mine
"Stop looking for your own happiness within others."
I find it odd that I can pick out my own faults in others,
and yet I can't even fix them.
I repeat the same sick cycle of abuse.
Forever allowing people to beat me to the core.
I feel I will never know acceptance
because I can still never accept myself.
It is easier to let someone hate you
than to allow someone to love you.
Why do I push away those who love me
and cling to those to will never care?
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